2 years of working at this place, ive seen things change, fights happen in the middle of work, people get fired, go through 3 managers in 3 months, see at least 20+ employees come and go, people give me dirty looks, people talk shit about me when im right there, just being treated like shit at this place and i cant do it anymore. to walk out of work mad at the world because i cant fucken leave. i already walked out just last week, i shouldve never called my manager back. shouldve just stayed gone and never looked back at the place. im one of those believers in the “everything happens for a reason” thing, and i walked out for a reason, the moment i stepped foot in the door last week i just seen red. i was ANGRY. just pissed, i didnt want to talk to anyone, didnt want to go above and muthafucken beyond anymore cause it did me or anyone no good aparently. no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i run my ass around that restaurant, i get nothing. the money? its shit compared to what everyone else in that place is making. and to be honest its not enough.

ive been supporting me and my boyfriend for the past 3 almost 4 weeks. and our phones have shut off twice, behind on rent, scrounging for money to put gas in the car, just paying for everything myself. mind you, i get paid $7.00/hour +nightly tips. tips average to about $40-$120 a night. and i still cant pay for shit ontime? why you ask? 

cause im always getting high. when im not working im stoned, when im not with my family im stoned. everytime i get in my car im stoned. im stoned from the time i wake up to the time i close my eyes. i never smoked soooo much until i started this job. why? because id rather chose weed over coke, heroin, all that other shit that people in the restaurant business usually do.